Can You Host?

Can you host?
Well the house is quiet he's not home tonight
So yes yes I can host

A knock on the door a smile at the gate
Shoes off quick I can hardly wait
Coats on the chair no time to boast
My pulse is pounding yes I can host

Yes I can host tonight's the night
The bed is ready the lights are right
Yes I can host I open the door
Who needs love when I want more
More more more

Sheets on fire heartbeat wild
Breath collides I'm heat defiled
Shadows claw the night's too close
This is the thrill of saying I can host

Yes I can host tonight's the night
The bed is shaking the fire's alight
Yes I can host my hunger's fed
He's in my arms he's in my bed

What the hell is this

Door slams wide his face goes pale
My body freezes my story fails
Caught mid game I've lost it all
The lies collapse the mask will fall

You lied to me right in my bed
It's nothing it's no one it's all in my head
I gave you my trust you threw it away
I'm sorry I'm sorry just let me stay
How many times how many men
It was once it was nothing it won't happen again
Don't give me lies I see the proof
I wanted a touch I still want you

Uh I didn't know he was married
I'm just gonna head out
I really hope you guys can work this out

Yes I can host I thought I was free
Now all I see is what's left of me
Yes I can host but it cost too much
I've broken the only soul I could touch

Don't leave me don't go I swear I can change
It wasn't enough I was lost in the game
Don't leave me don't go I can't live with this ghost
I'll be nothing I'm nothing without you to host

Yes I can host but the bed feels cold
The lie's been told the truth unfolds
Yes I can host but I'm here alone
He walked away he won't come home

He'll be back
He wants me
He wants me
He wants me