Not Supposed To

"They said… don't date in recovery
Well… he smiled at me"

Burnt cookies waiting on a tray
A poster sighs one step today
He said hi I'm Mark
I said hi I'm doomed
Both of us laughing across the room

We're not supposed to but maybe we might
One little coffee one harmless night
We're not supposed to but tell me again
How rules get broken by beautiful men
We're not supposed to not supposed to

He said one day at a time
I said can we skip to mine
He rolled his eyes but grinned so wide
I felt the spark I thought had died

They tell us no dating for a year
But what if it's just dinner

We're not supposed to but maybe we will
Rules are for breaking and hearts can heal
We're not supposed to but oh it feels true
I'm breaking the rules if it's breaking with you
Breaking the rules breaking with you

I think I'm gonna ask him out