Maybe I Took It Too Far

He said you're cute let's meet tonight
I thought maybe this time I'll get it right

Shower steam a borrowed smile
It's been so long it's been a while
I light the room I set the scene
Pretend that I am seventeen

But lips touch lips and nothing stirs
A body fails a heart that blurs
I try to rise but I fall apart
I can't get hard I've lost the spark

Do you mind if I watch something
Just while we kiss

He pulled away his eyes went cold
His jacket on his story told
No thanks he said and closed the door
I sank down lower on the floor

Maybe I took it too far
Chased the screen forgot who we are
Maybe I took it too far
Now I'm broken where I should be scarred

Maybe I took it too far
Too many nights with an endless star
Maybe I took it too far
And now I don't know who I am

Maybe I broke myself