Rock Bottom

"It's over He's gone And I'm still here broken"

Porn on the screen but my hands feel cold
Desire's a ghost that I can't hold
The faces blur the hunger's died
I'm staring at nothing empty inside

This is the bottom my soul has been sold
I traded a love for a body to hold
This is the ending the silence the shame
A man in the mirror who won't say my name

The rooms are hollow the shadows are gone
I chased the night until there was no dawn
My voice is breaking no one replies
Just the wreck of a man with addiction in his eyes

What the fuck have I done what the fuck have I done to me

This is the bottom my soul has been sold
I traded a love for a body to hold
This is the ending the silence the shame
A man in the mirror who won't say my name

This is the bottom there's nowhere to fall
Alone in the dark I've lost it all
But if I am broken still I must try
A whisper of hope as the echoes die

This can't be the end of me