Next Time I See Him

Next time I see him it's gonna be a thing
I'll open that door and the angels will sing
I've clipped I've scrubbed I've steamed I've planned
I've got the playlids cued and the lube on hand

This is not panic this is pride
This is glitter in motion with arms open wide
Next time I see him boom bam pow
I'm not scared I'm ready now

Next time I see him yes it's time
And I'm gonna feel it head to spine
Velvet sheets on his thighs
No more questions no disguise

I'm gonna touch with all I am
Like I'm saying here I am
I'm not gonna whisper I'm gonna sing
I'm not gonna freeze I'm gonna spring

We're gonna laugh we're gonna moan
We're gonna make this body a home
I used to think I'd mess it up
I used to brace I used to bluff

But now I know what love feels like
And baby I'm enough
Next time I see him it's not a test
I'm not afraid to be undressed

Next time I see him no more delay
I'm not hiding I'm not halfway
This is joy this is fire
This is want this is desire

He's not a dream he's not a ghost
He's the boy I want the most
Next time I see him I'll finally arrive
Next time I see him I come alive