The First Argument

I was looking for the weather
I saw the blue and yellow icon
Just a flash, just a second, but it's burned in my mind like neon
Why would he still have it

Why would he need it now
After all these nights, all these months, does he still wonder how
I didn't open it
I forgot it was there

I swear I've never used it since we started this affair
It's just an app
It doesn't mean a thing
You're the only one I want

You're everything
But it does mean a thing
It means the door's still open
It means that part of you still thinks of what if

What if I'm not enough
What if I'm the plan B
What if those nights I slept alone, you weren't just missing me
No, no, I didn't

I wouldn't
I couldn't
You have to believe I've been here with you, with us, with what we built
Don't throw it away over fear

I didn't ask if you cheated
I didn't want to know
But now that it's planted, how far does that shadow go
You kissed me this morning

You held me last night
Still that little icon flickered in the light
I trusted you with everything, my fears, my scars, my truth
Don't let this thing we've built fall apart in our youth

Then watch me do this now
No more maybes, no more doubt
If trust is what you need to breathe, then watch me throw it out
I'm deleting it, my profile, the chat, the game

I'm choosing you, not with words, but with flame
You did it
You really did it
You chose us, not escape

You faced the fear, erased the doubt, and left no room for hate
Because nothing's more sacred than trust
No flame, no kiss, no lust
What makes love more than skin and time is saying, you are mine

Not owned, not chained, but chosen again and again
We rise
We break
We heal

We trust again
I'm deleting it, my profile, the chat, the game
I'm choosing you, not with words, but with flame
You did it

You chose us, not escape
You faced the fear, erased the doubt, and left no room for hate
Because nothing's more sacred than trust
Not owned, not chained, but chosen again and again

We rise
We break
We break
We trust again

You did it